379 Name:Live ◆1nK0g9zDgo Date:04/09/18 18:50:42
I have just returned to my room and I can't believe my thread has grown so much.
I started the thread on a whim... Well, half of it was out of despair, and the other half was to build courage,
but because of my own actions and decisions, I've gotten myself in a situation so dramatic
that I still haven't figured out how to deal with it.

Yesterday, I ended up spending the night in A-ko's room.
And today, I'm planning on going back to her place with a change of clothes.
I don't think I'll be back before Tuesday. She's got me in the palm of her hand, I know.
Since there's no ADSL in her room, I doubt I'll be able to post until I'm back.
To be perfectly honest, I'm scared this whole thing might get out of hand,
but she just won't let me go, and I don't mean it in a good way.
I had no idea A-ko was such an emotional person...　　　orz
Are all women like that? She cries over every little thing. She bawls her eyes out...

Another reason I'm depressed is that I had to interrupt my report during the hotel part last time.
Now that a whole day has passed since then, I feel completely different about what happened.
I feel extremely conflicted about it now, but it wouldn't be fair to you all who have so patiently listened to my reports,
if I suddenly stopped reporting here. As a 2channer, it wouldn't feel right to end it
just because I don't feel like doing it anymore.

I'm going to continue my report from yesterday, but it might take even longer than usual,
since I'll have to try to recall everything. Also, I have to head out at 9 pm.
So please don't wait for my posts and read them all at once later tonight.
Btw, I've read every single piece of advice and slander I'd missed. It's been very helpful.



～End of Hotel arc

389 Name:Live ◆1nK0g9zDgo Date:04/09/18 18:57:20
I was shocked.
Maybe it was because the toilet didn't have ventilation, or because the lid had been left open for a long time without flushing,
but the room was filled with the smell of fresh shit.

It reminded me of what the toilet at my parents' place smells like when you enter
right after my mom or dad took a shit. It felt like it was something I wasn't supposed to smell,
so I immediately stopped breathing through my nose. I don't know how to describe it in words. All I know is that I didn't want to smell it.
I remember feeling a bit down because of that.
I didn't pee much, but it was enough to make me feel like I had dirtied my penis again after washing it so thoroughly.
Later I regretted that I didn't just flush some water down the toilet and pretended I had peed instead.



399 Name:Live ◆1nK0g9zDgo Date:04/09/18 19:03:05
When I got out of the toilet, I saw A-ko taking a shower through the frosted glass.
All I could see were her dim outlines, but I could tell she was completely naked, obviously.
I had never felt as excited in my life as I did in that moment.　← It quickly passed though.
I had never seen a woman and her boobs naked, much less touched them.
My dick even hurt a little because it got about 20% harder than usual.
(Soon, A-ko will come out with a bath towel wrapped around her naked body...)



410 Name:Live ◆1nK0g9zDgo Date:04/09/18 19:11:06
60 minutes had passed since we entered the hotel.
(I don't have any money to extend the time... I should have paid for 3 hours from the start...)
I regretted it for a moment, but I'm a realist and I'm pretty good at making plans.
In a few seconds, I had set up a timetable by counting backward.
00:05 Talk
00:10 Get into bed and take off our towels
00:15 Kiss. Hug. Make her feel loved. Calm her down.
00:20 Kiss her from the nape of her neck downwards. Kiss her arms before getting to her boobs?
00:30 Fondle her boobs and lick them. I'll take extra time for this part.
00:40 Have sex.
00:45 Aftermath. Embrace each other. Talk. Get changed.
00:50 Prepare to leave for the last 10 min.

Looking back now, I didn't have the faintest idea what awaited me.



427 Name:Live ◆1nK0g9zDgo Date:04/09/18 19:19:33
Once A-ko had finished taking a shower, she started doing something (rustle rustle) in the bathroom.
You could see something blue covering her silhouette. Apparently, she was putting her clothes back on.
(Ehh! But we don't have much time left...) She seemed to be even putting on her bra.

As soon as A-ko finally came out, she said "Sorry for making you wait.".
She wasn't wearing any pants, but unfortunately, her panties were covered by a T-shirt,
but seeing how stiff her expression was and how nervous she was was enough to get me excited again.
Plus, her slender thighs were exposed.

"You're nervous, aren't you? ...I am too. Hahaha."



447 Name:Live ◆1nK0g9zDgo Date:04/09/18 19:25:57
A-ko crawled into the bed and pulled the covers over herself.
Without all the foundation, her face seemed a bit darker than normal,
but the difference was negligible. I was torn between two thoughts:
(She's not very cute.) and (She's kinda cute when she's embarrassed.).

"Can I come into bed with you?"
"No, you can't. ......just joking. Sure you can."
I dimmed the lights, slipped into the bed beside A-ko,
and wrapped my arms around her.


......I'm getting depressed just thinking about it...



508 Name:Live ◆1nK0g9zDgo Date:04/09/18 19:43:37
The nape of A-ko's neck was right in front of my face.
With the covers pulled up, it was too dark to get a clear look,
but I could tell how abnormally rough the skin of her nape was.
It was worse than I'd imagined. When I kissed the spot (or rather, touched it with my lips to feel the texture),
it felt extremely coarse and dry.

"Please not there. It's embarrassing because my skin is acting up there..."
"No, it's fine."
"It's especially bad around my back and my elbows..."
I couldn't check her back because she was wearing a T-shirt, but she wasn't lying about her elbows. I was reminded of elephant skin.

Since I'd heard that women's skin is as smooth as cotton, I was quite disappointed,
but I said "I don't mind at all..." and moved my lips from the nape of her neck to her cheek.
In response, A-ko turned her face to me.
(Nice assist, A-ko...) I thought to myself and kissed her.



534 Name:Live ◆1nK0g9zDgo Date:04/09/18 19:52:21
It was an awkward pose, but our lips touched. We kissed for about 10 seconds.
( I guess I'll wait with the tongue until we're naked... )
Then I withdrew my lips, turned my body towards her, and held her close.
"I don't know what to do because this is my first time kissing someone..."
"Don't worry, it's a first for me too."
"......didn't you say you had experience kissing, Senpai?"
"Ugh. Y-Yeah, well, I've only experienced light kisses so far. No strong kisses."

Afraid that my lie from the family restaurant might get exposed, I made something up on the spot.
What the heck are light and strong kisses supposed to be?

"Can I take off your T-shirt?"
"......yes."



555 Name:Live ◆1nK0g9zDgo Date:04/09/18 20:00:42
I made A-ko strike a banzai pose and took her T-shirt off.
She was wearing differently colored underwear, a grey bra and dark blue panties.
Her panties were plain except for a small ribbon on the front.
Seeing A-ko lying there embarrassed and hunched back, I decided to stop trying to hide my rock hard erection
with the bath towel wrapped around my waist. I found the fact that A-ko was right in front of me with only two small
pieces of cloth on her body to be very arousing. Even the fact that she was so skinny that her ribs were poking out couldn't change that.

"Your breasts are quite big for your slender frame."
"I got them from my mother, but... umm..."
"What?"
"My breasts are different sizes. It's embarrassing..."
"...I don't mind, really. Can I take off your bra?"
"...yes."



579 Name:Live ◆1nK0g9zDgo Date:04/09/18 20:07:03
I undid her bra strap with both hands.
I'd heard from a friend that it can be difficult, but I was able to remove it easily.

Suddenly, there was a pair of boobs in front of my eyes. I thought I'd die of excitement for a moment.
......however, her boobs were shaped very oddly.
It was a shape I'd never seen in porn and porn mags before. When I say odd shape,
I mean that they were shaped COMPLETELY differently. Her left boob was smaller, while her right boob was bigger and soggy.
Her left nipple was pointing forward, while her right nipple was pointing down.
In order to hide my shock, I went on to touching her boobs.



607 Name:Live ◆1nK0g9zDgo Date:04/09/18 20:14:50
Her boobs alone were extremely soft, almost as if they were someone else's.
I'd heard from my friend that boobs are quite firm, but A-ko's were soft and plump.

When I realized, I was already sucking on one of her nipples.
"...ahh."
I was very surprised when she suddenly let out a moan.
Because I'd read on 2ch that women only moan in porn. And when they do, it's all just an act.
(...is this an act too?)
"Sorry, did it hurt?"
"No, I'm fine."
"I don't really know what I'm doing because this is my first time. (I put on a fake embarrassed smile)"
"That's okay. It feels good."

Still unsure if she's just acting or not, I proceeded to lick her nipples like crazy.


632 Name:Live ◆1nK0g9zDgo Date:04/09/18 20:26:22
(Will she think I'm weird if I'm too obsessed with her boobs?)
(If this was porn, what would they do next... no, no, I shouldn't use porn as a reference.)
I quickly remembered a sex scene from a TV soap with Tsurumi Shingo I watched a few months ago,
and caressed her back next.

......although I couldn't see clearly in the dim lighting,
I could easily tell that A-ko's back was a mess. It was coarse and full of rashes.
After using up only 10 seconds on her back, I moved on to her armpits.
......however, A-ko's armpits weren't cleanly shaven,
and A-ko said "It's too embarrassing" and pinned her arms against her side.

I moved down until I reached her belly button, asked myself
(Do I take off her panties? Or do I touch her with her panties still on?),
then ended up instinctly giving her a kiss through her panties.

It gave off a strange smell I had never smelled before.
An intense smell even though she had just taken a shower. I almost threw up.



668 Name:Live ◆1nK0g9zDgo Date:04/09/18 20:36:01
Her pussy was as smelly as I'd heard from various sources of information.
And it smelled right through her panties too!
But she'd be hurt if she were to see my reaction, so I held my breath and continued to kiss her pussy.
The moment I stopped smelling her pussy, however, the smell of shit from half an hour ago came to mind again.
I desperately tried to get that smell out of my head.

"Can I take it off?"
".....will you take off your towel too, Senpai?"
"Yeah. ...ta-dah!", I said jokingly as I pulled my dick out.
I wasn't embarrassed at all. On the contrary, I found it strangely liberating, to be honest.
A-ko was like "......" when she saw my erect dick.
I, on the other hand, was strangely aroused and made A-ko touch it.
"......it's stiff."
"This the first time you see one? ......it is, right?"
"When I was a child, I saw my dad's when it wasn't like this..."



699 Name:Live ◆1nK0g9zDgo Date:04/09/18 20:46:45
A-ko was touching my dick.
It was easily the most exciting situation in my life so far. It was probably the climax of the whole event too.
I'd have loved to let her play with it a bit longer, but since we didn't have much time left,
I decided to move on to the next point by taking off her panties, but it just wouldn't go as planned.
In the end, A-ko had to raise her lower body, so I could strip her of her panties.

Suddenly, I felt like taking a closer look at her pussy.
I turned her lower body to the direction of the dim light,
asked her "I'm sure it's embarrassing, but can I take a look?",
and got her to spread her legs for me. I still couldn't make out much with the dim light.
So I moved my face closer. When my face was only about 10cm away,
a staggering and unimaginably strong odor hit me hard in the face.
I gave up then. (I'll try it another time.)
With less than 30 minutes left, I thought I'd try putting it in.

I touched her pussy with my right middle finger. It was very moist.



724 Name:Live ◆1nK0g9zDgo Date:04/09/18 20:54:07
I thought I'd put in a finger first before inserting my dick,
but it felt like a very lewd thing to do, and since she was wetter than I'd expected,
I decided to directly skip to the sex part to save time, and save things like deep kissing
for another time when we have more time. I decided to just play it by ear.

"Here I go."
"......"　I interpreted A-ko's silence as consent, and brought my dick to her pussy.


Ahhhhh, I'm running out of time! Sorry, brb making a call.



812 Name:Live ◆1nK0g9zDgo Date:04/09/18 21:21:22
Sorry for the wait, guys. I told her that I'll be there a bit later.
......the real reason why A-ko is so on edge right now is because I accidentally
told her how I really feel about B-ko.
Besides, even if I went over to A-ko's place right now, I'm sure I'd just sit around
and watch TV all night while A-ko is studying...
So I'd much rather finish my report on what happened in the hotel on Thursday now.

There's something I forgot to mention though.
Before I tried to insert my dick into her, I put on a condom first.
I wasn't nervous at all because I had some practice at putting on condoms from middle school.
I even had a second one ready in case the first one rips, so there was nothing to worry about.
It hurt a little when some of my pubic hair got caught in it, but other than that, it went smoothly.
Since I'd turned my back to her to put on the condom, I talked to her about something to avoid awkward pauses,
but I don't remember what it was about.

I'll continue with my report now.



846 Name:Live ◆1nK0g9zDgo Date:04/09/18 21:29:54
I rubbed my dick across her pussy for about 30 seconds.
Not because it felt so good, even though it did feel as good as masturbating,
but because I didn't really know where the entrance was.

"I'm putting it in..."
I aimed my dick at her pussy and tried to push.
"....it's not there."
"Sorry. (panic) ....maybe here?"
"Lower."
I moved my dick up and down.
"Right there!"
I still wasn't convinced it was the right spot, but I believed her words and tried to push it in.

"O-Ouch!"



879 Name:Live ◆1nK0g9zDgo [sage] Date:04/09/18 21:38:48
Saging.


"Ow! It hurts! Whoa... Stop! Ow!!"
"Sorry... I'll put it in little by little, so please hang in there."
"I'm sorry... Please do it slower..."

I gave it another shot, but this time as slow as I could.
A-ko tried hard to endure it, but maybe she was too tense,
because I had a hard time getting in more than the tip of my dick.

Just when the glans of my dick was about halfway in,
she screamed "Ow! It hurts! Ahh!!".
Surprised by the sudden outcry, I instinctively pulled my dick out.

"......I'll hold it in this time. I promise."
"......Okay, let me try to put it in one more time then."



903 Name:Live ◆1nK0g9zDgo [sage] Date:04/09/18 21:44:30
............and then the unbelievable happened. My dick went limp.
(Huh? Oh shit...)
I tried to get it hard again, but it didn't help. It was the worst case scenario.
I looked at A-ko lying naked in front of me. Even though it was the single most arousing sight in my life,
something I couldn't even have dreamed of seeing yesterday, my dick refused to react to it.

Before soon, the condom had dried out and was hanging loosely from my dick.
Her pussy too had dried out despite my efforts to keep it wet with my fingers.



940 Name:Live ◆1nK0g9zDgo [sage] Date:04/09/18 21:52:20
"......we don't have much time left, and it'll only get harder if I get impatient...
Shall we try it another time?"
"......(with teary eyes) I'm sorry, it's my fault, isn't it? ...I'm really sorry."
"It's normal since it's the first time for us both. It's not your fault, A-ko."
"......you won't stop liking me because of this?"
"Of course not. Let's just try it again some other time. Cheer up."
Still in shock because of my limp dick, wondering if I'm going to be impotent,
I lied next to A-ko and let her rest her head on my arm.
"Lying together like this makes me the happiest..."
Then I turned on the TV, and we watched a Hirai Ken clip.



984 Name:Live ◆1nK0g9zDgo [sage] Date:04/09/18 22:03:18
When I looked at my watch, there was only 10 minutes left.
"Oh crap, we gotta hurry."
"Ah, you're right."
In a hurry, I helped A-ko wipe her pussy clean with tissues,
cleaned up my dick too.
Then I turned the lights back up.
A-ko was putting her clothes on with her back to me, and I was finally able to see her back clearly.
Her skin was so bad it was almost depressing.

When we hurriedly left the hotel, I had the feeling everyone on the street was watching us,
so I grabbed her hand and walked away, head low in shame.

As we were walking down Dogenzaka, A-ko asked "We're going out now, aren't we?"
as if to make sure. I answered "Yeah. You could say we're lovers.",
which seemed to make A-ko happy as she smiled brightly and snuggled up to me.
That smile of hers looked so ugly to me. No, it didn't just look ugly, it was ugly.
Then I suddenly remembered the smell of her shit, and felt my face turn white.
I was overcome by feelings of guilt because I felt like I'd lied to myself and to A-ko to have sex with her.
(Am I making a mistake that cannot be undone?)



49 Name:Live ◆1nK0g9zDgo [sage] Date:04/09/18 22:26:45
We got on the Yamanote line, and parted ways when I got off at the Shinjuku station.
"I'm sure we'll be able to sleep soundly tonight. I'll call you tomorrow, okay?"
"Well, I hope you get a good night's rest. I'll be waiting for your call."
"I've come to like you even more, A-ko. Going to the hotel was a good decision. (lol)"
"Maybe we should just move into the hotel then."

The moment the train doors closed, A-ko was waving me goodbye with a smile on her face.
......I really want to continue where we left off, just with more time next time so I don't go limp again,
and finally lose my virginity, but I can't deny that I keep getting turned off by how ugly A-ko is.
Which is why I don't get why I keep saying all those nice things to her even though I really feel the opposite.

Back at home, I continued my report a little before I fell asleep like a log.

The next evening, I got a call from A-ko. I hadn't called her like I said I would.
"Sorry, I didn't call you. I was sleeping all this time..."
After a few minutes of incoherent conversation, she asked me "Senpai, did you have dinner already?"
"Not yet... Why?"
"I made curry with fried chicken because you said you like it. Would you like to have dinner with me?"

Torn between (I'll be in serious trouble if I don't go...) and
(I'll be in serious trouble if I go, but I'll get to have sex...),
I decided to head to A-ko's place.



67 Name:Live ◆1nK0g9zDgo [sage] Date:04/09/18 22:34:56
Well, that's all for tonight, folks.
I was typing as fast as I could... I'm sorry if it was still too slow.
And no, it doesn't help if you call me out on being slow.

Actually, I wanted to report about the fight I had with A-ko yesterday too,
but I got depressed just now remembering how I felt during the events in the hotel.
I'll do it another time.

I promised A-ko I'd spend the 3-day weekend at her place,
so I won't be back until Tuesday. I hope I can report back from her place though.
Also, I've read all your posts this afternoon.
By the way, A-ko's PC has Windows 95. Until next time then.



End of the Hotel arc. To be continued in the A-ko's Place arc.